A man's quest for himself
My writing is theraputic, i have been through much emotional turmoil. I just needed a place to let it go...don't judge me
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
I love the feeling
Knowing and not knowing
Hoping and yet being so unsure
I donýt want to be your ex
Or your enemy
Or your stalker
Or just that jealous, disgruntled brother
Who seethes whenever you show interest
In someone else
How can i move forward without taking that chance
I say I love now and you know exactly what I mean
I never want that change
You are so worth loving forever
Damnýhow quickly my heart succumbs
But I can smell the truth on you
My defenses wavered after the very first line
And now I live to yearn
And my wishes slowly dissipate in candle smoke
Oh how I want you inside me
You cleverness and depth
To envelope my spirit
Could we paint together
Laugh with each other
And hold one another
when we both need it so much
on the days when life reminds us of our weaknesses
and the nights when our principals are all we have left to hold
I want to love you with a friendship
That will always keep us together
I want our intimacy to bring us closer than sex
I want to meander through this world
with your ideas echoing in my mind
And your countenance cascading over me
For once in my life the tactile sensations
Of your physical desirability take a back seat
To my need to grow with you
Uninterrupted by anything as ordinary
as seduction......
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
Once I read the message boards
In search of any answer
My mind was full of emptiness
The literary cancer--
I needed more than crumbs of bread
Or sonnets from a lovers bed
I wanted more than that, I said
Just something to romance her--
It started with a simple line
In eloquence expressed
It comforted this heart of mine
And left my pride undressed--
She had a way of letting go
Of all the pain sheýd come to know
Through the pen she let it flow
And I was so impressed--
her words turned into butterflies
that filled the air above her
She asked one simple task of me
Beneath her satin cover--
If love is born of joy and pain
When will we see itýs sweet refrain
And feel itýs gentle arms again
(And) will you be my lover--
I smiled in that Nevada bed
And kissed her supple lips instead
Upon my chest she laid her head
as it began to rain...
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
So
if i poured chocolate syrup
on your favorite spot
and kissed you there till it was gone
if
I brushed cinnamon across your breast
and then inhaled it away
could I stay
We could have fresh fruit and a bagel
Or I could run out for cappuccino
We could spend the day just loving
and laying across and beside each other
We could slow dance all morning to the best of Luther
Or take a loverýs walk,
the kind that lonely people envy
jealous people covet
With our hands clasped tightly
and intimate whispers exchanged
Could we spend all morning in the
tub with candles and incense
tangled, moist and glistening
As you lay here next to me
in slumbers gentle arms
and mine
I pray for the courage
to share my feelings openly
And not feign relief
as you ask me
to leave...
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