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I can’t explain what its like to see a smile on your face Your tears from laughter, and that dimple on your cheek But after its over I feel like I’m a disgrace I was always strong, I never tried to be weak Now it’s a different story since I’ve met you So amazing, but somehow I know your not true I no longer want to pursue in your web of lies But I know eventually I will You have that special look in your eyes You watch as I scream and cry And your too busy to take away pain I cant believe I let you in You’re a liar, but my memories will never see you in vain Your words were smooth, and reeled me in But as my friends say You have true evil that lays within Your eyes always so beautiful Will never lose their appeal But even though its time to back away As I should have before And look at this relationship whole I gave you my heart But I can still have my soul Down to my face all these tears stream As I try to forget, this horrible dream My heart has been broken, I’m so full of pain As I try to push you away, get out of your game You will only hurt me more, only blind me I can no longer trust nor see clearly You hurt me so much, I don’t know what to do I hope that in the end, Someone you love hurts you too XOXO Kayella...

We all have our own opinions About everything along the way We speak of them, but very softly So quiet it’s like we have nothing to say We all have it hard, and sometimes need a cry Than we hold it in, and smile a little lie We watch, and we bear the people walking the streets It is because them, they have no where to sleep The young ones await to be like mom and dad Some are lost, made a change for the bad Go out all night, live at the bar Do they know that this will not get them far? We suffer in the silence Our hearts are hurting, our smiles are poor Our lives will never Be the same as before As we watch meth crack down on their victims And alcohol steal their families away Young girls getting pregnant every day Thinking they can have a baby with no where to stay Mary-jane is an increased use kinda thing The users will think that they are gonna win, win, win! But meanwhile its eating away at their brains After awhile, they will never be the same...

Babii I dont know what to do The days pass by slowly and I find mysellf thinking of you Thinkiin of your kiss, your lips, your smile Ohh you make it so worth while Yourr older than me by a lot of yearss Andd you tend to make me break into tears Plzz dont hate me, dont make me cry Lovee me more than any otherr guyy Because I cant stand being away from you It hurts, if onlyy yew knew! I'd followw you to heavenn Even if it meannt to trade in my wingss And holdd your hand to hell Becauuse baby you caught me when i fell And I'll lovee you till mai very lastt breatth Stand byy your through the worsst of warzz So hunnie listen to me, if you hold mai hand I'll hold yours...

Babii I dont know what to do The days pass by slowly and I find mysellf thinking of you Thinkiin of your kiss, your lips, your smile Ohh you make it so worth while Yourr older than me by a lot of yearss Andd you tend to make me break into tears Plzz dont hate me, dont make me cry Lovee me more than any otherr guyy Because I cant stand being away from you It hurts, if onlyy yew knew! I'd followw you to heavenn Even if it meannt to trade in my wingss And holdd your hand to hell Becauuse baby you caught me when i fell And I'll lovee you till mai very lastt breatth Stand byy your through the worsst of warzz So hunnie listen to me, if you hold mai hand I'll hold yours...

I wonder if I'm just a fuck buddie to him, like come on, I have all these morals and I'm always happy, but the reasons for that are pretty much because of him, like i find myself thinking about if he TURNED ON HIS PHONE, or if hes thinking of me, or if he wants anything to do with me, like this is driving me insane, and im tired, like i really am, im tired of waiting for him, im tired of thinking of the WHYS like i swear theres prolly a million other girls out there like me thinking the same thingss.. but its just that when your with that one person, your world lightens up and those chores dont seem so hard, or that test is gonna be easy, you just change. I dont know why, but i know when im with him im just happy, like how i would be if i won a million dollars or something, but why.. why me? like im a scholar bitch in school and i admit it but like I was doing soo good before him and than he shows up and my happiness suddenly lives off or him. And now i think hes ignoring me, and plus hes older than me, and he has a life, and a steady girlfriend that livess with him, so its really hard to talk to him, its really hard to see him, and hes such a fucking player, and that huurrttss not to mention that his woman fuckin hates me and she doesnt even know me, or what happened in fact and if she did he would prolly get in trouble, and ive tried to stop talkin to him and ive tried to leave him alone, but hes like the batteries to my light man, he really is, and i dont know what to do. Im so passionate about him , and i swear I love him, but what iff he doesnt feel tha same way? Nott sure what to doo.... Brrokken*...