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Its a sad thing when you go to sleep crying and wake up feeling alone. You spend Days dark as night, nights as cold as winter. Time after time i sit and wonder if i will ever find happiness inside. My soul is sleeping it has been from birth,it knows nothing but nightmares, empty promises and heartbreaks. Will i ever find the gate keeper for my happiness why must i always be in pain, why can't someone just love me. No body wants me , only for there own benefits but nothing for me. I am like a collector of issues, people troubles and problems. Everyone comes when they are in need everyone leaves when they have gotten what they want. In my life people comes and they all go, leaving me alone. I must wonder though whats it like being dead, is it that i would be asleep forever? both mind and body feeling nothing hearing nothing remembering nothing. If that is the case i think that would be a very good thing. But what if i end up dreaming?, dreaming about everything, all the pain i have been through hearing everyone talking about me , talk about how weak i was how much they pity me or will i feel the worms feeding off my body eating out my eyes tearing my flesh from my bones. With questions like this it makes you want to be neither dead nor alive. But if i am neither then what will i be? Is that where i will find my happiness?, what is this place called nowhere? will i meet people like my self who are in search of happiness or will i still be sad and alone?....