Confessions of Queeny
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Posted on Thursday, January 18 2007 at 07:48 pm
What was that you said?
I can't hear you
Just like you couldn't hear my phone calls
When my eyes were red from crying
Because i was a fool for believing you
Especially when you were lying
About where you were going
when you left me here alone
There's no denying that
you were with that bitch
While my emotions were flying
because when I wanted to leave
You begged me to stay
And convinced me that you would change
But the only thing thats changed
Is the bitch you like to f*ck
When you're not with me
What was that you said?
I can't hear you
Just like you couldn't hear me
When I showed signs of being fed up
Yet you just walked passed me
Like i didn't even exist
Like you didn't miss
The way we used to kiss
And make love
before all of this...this..madness
Got me buying cigarettes to calm my nerves
Because I am sitting here waiting for you
While your shaping some next girls curves
What was that you said?
I can't hear you
Just like you couldn't hear me
When you were too busy taking a shower
So I couldn't smell her perfume
You thought that i would assume
You had a long day at work
And let you off easy
But I was on to you
Like You were on top of her
Everytime you said "you were coming home late"
I knew exactly where you were
What was that you said?
Your sorry?
Yeah, I'm sorry too
I'm sorry I ever met you
I'm sorry that I got with you
I'm sorry that I trusted you
I'm sorry that I forgave you
But what i'm really sorry for
Is allowing myself to wake up
To you Inside of me
And allowing you to kiss me
Knowing that I was getting
Sloppy seconds (even though I'm your number one)
I'm tired of pretending
Everything is ok
When its not
I'm tired of convincing myself
That things will be better
Because it's not
I'll admit it
I got played for a fool
But what goes around comes around
And you will never find
Another one like me
So you can get on your knees
Slap tears on your face
And look sorry for yourself
For all the pain and hurt
You have caused me
But I am still going to
Pack my shit and walk away
And never look back at today
Or any day that i was with you
Because even though
You're as sorry as you say you are
I can' hear a word that you are saying.
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