Nickkie_B
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Age: 25
Location: Fort Lauderdale, Kingston, Ocho, United States
Gender: Female

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I Don't Want to be Me

Have your ever had an out of body experience?

 

Where you see yourself doing something and you want to stop yourself,

 

But you CANT.

 

You look on and You wonder

 

Why I am doing this to myself?

 

Why I am putting up with this mess?

 

Why can't I just walk away?

 

Don't Look Back, Don't think about it,

 

Just STOP!

 

However, you don't stop, you can't stop

 

Because your will to continue… is greater… than your will to Stop,

 

You're addicted.

 

It intoxicated your senses and clouds your judgment.

 

It takes your free will… And feed you into servitude.

 

It consumes your body and makes you weak.

 

You think, I deserve better, I am better than this.

 

I need to Stop, I want to Stop.

 

But when you float back into your body and realize

 

I Cant Stop, I need help.

 

And then you think in disappointment

I Don't Want to be Me Anymore.



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