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k, here's the scoop.. i needed to get it off my chest sometime!!! i was with a man for 3.5 years... i gave this man my world... i found out that he just wasnt acting right from pretty much day one... i was 18 when i met him... i was with one dude b4 him... but i was soooo nieve to believe everything he said and did... i honestly did everything he wanted and gave him all he needed... i took care of him when he was sick, washed his clothes, cooked him 3 meals aday, EVERYDAY (while i was working) plus fed the whole block... i made sure he had weed to smoke, money in his pocket... a roof over his head, clothes on his ass.... and HE NEVER WORKED... i ended up getting pregnant for him, with twins.. but sadly one passed away... and i did manage to break away from him, but 2 weeks after the breakup i found out i was 6 weeks pregnant, so we decided to get back together.... throughout the pregnancy he did somewhat get it together.. we got our own place, cuz b4 that we were living with my grams... but shortly after moving he was into the games again... when i was 9 months pregnant, and ready to pop, he disapeared on me.... for over a week... when he finally did call me he told me he needed to clear his head, that having twins was alot for him to deal with... so i broke down just hearing his voice and decided to take him back... i ended up having the baby... and i found out 2 months later as i was sitting at home mourning the loss of our son, and doing alllll the things a new mo and wifey does, he was out cheating on me... she says they fucked... he says it didnt get thst far... i forgave him. 2 months after that, he disapeared again... 3 days went by.. i got a call from his cell.. it was a girl... she told me that he " loved her" and wasnt coming back to me... i get sick to my stomach everytime i think about it... uurrrggggg!!!! sure enuff, when he got his fill, he came home to me... i didnt cry, or argue... i actually fucked him right when he came in the door... i guess i was trying to prove that he loved me more... we ended up moving, but her phone calls still followed... him going for a day or two... privite calls, the cell on vibtrate... it all followed me... 4 months later, i ended up going to montreal for what was sposed to be the weekend... he called and txt me the whole way up there... and then i got a call " ang, im sorry to tell u this, but i just caught charles in the room with another girl" it was my dad... i cld hear the hurt in his voice... i knew he wasnt lying.;.. i got on the bus to come home... 3 weeks went by... with me calling every hospital, cops shop, and homeless shelter there was... hoping i wld find him ,and i wl dforgive him yet again... i ended up driving by him... on the rd side slapping some girls ass... ( his new girl)... it has now been 2 months since this happened... he has spent a total of 20 min with his son.. left me 4 months pregnant... and had his new girl call me to tell me she was having his baby... i just dont understand how this cld happen to me... i know it aint the pussy, cuz im so tight i rip alot... and she is literally a hooker... she had a kid when she was like 12, i think... maybe 13.. and she sells her pussy.. so y wld a man go from house wife to whore?? any insight?...